The things I wish I could tell you
How I feel about you…
My head rushes
my legs shake
You are always on my mind at the end of the tunnel of my thoughts
I like you.
My body is full of light when I'm around you
The light consumes me
I swear the world never felt so light
so whole and abundantly good
as it does when you look at me
I never craved something more
Than I crave the time we spend together
I go out of my way to find you
And everytime I do I find comfort
I know you shouldn’t be a comfort
But my wounds from the past make it hard for me
To not find another like him
You are my sun and I am trapped in your orbit
Doomed to spin around you but never near
For I am not your sun
I am merely a star
Something sparkly for you to look at
Something you can watch from afar
Not something you can love and hold near
I feel your gaze follow me
I find you in the most unexpected places
I want to be your other half
However there's a curse that keeps us apart
Despite how I feel the gears click into place
When I'm around you
When we smile at each other
It feels like the last piece of the puzzle being put into place
My minds like a flower
Blooming into a million shades of wonder and love
My mind can feel you getting nervous
And feel you close yourself off
Because the closer you get
the thorns that cover me remind you that I am off limits
Pricking you everytime you open your mouth
But I think my soul speaks the same language as yours does
So I continue to hold you close to
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